I skipped my last blog updates because of my decision to stumble again. After getting online two nights ago, I revisited one of the video chat rooms I used to log into quite regularly and, pardon the phrasing, 'got off'. In no way am I proud of this, least so that I must start the count over again. I am now sitting at Day 2 yet another time.
Forgive me for my somewhat depressed mood, but a confessional journal rarely excites the writer. Thus far, I can only tell you of my failures. Of course, I won't have truly succeeded until the day I die and all of this can be put behind me. Until then, I'll keep posting and keep trying -- even if no one out there is even reading this.
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